Posted by llurpsienoodle on December 11, 2008, at 18:21:07
In reply to tough week, posted by llurpsienoodle on December 10, 2008, at 21:43:23
You guys are very kind, and gentle with me
I will try to find some time to respond to each of you in turn.
Thank you for being proud of me. My suicide presentation included a friend, a professor, an uncle. I referred to them as 3 "cases" and did not elaborate on my specific relation to them. I wonder what these folks would have thought, hearing me talking about their crescendo of despair with a classroom of complete strangers. Maybe they were there. It was the kind of class where "anything goes" collective unconscious etc.
speaking of which. my book on Jung is missing, and overdue at the library. H is giving me hell about it. At this very moment I am supposed to be looking for it. HA! but the truth is that I've already turned over everything in the house, and I'm about 97% certain that the book never left the house.
So thank you for being proud of me.
I don't think most people understand how important it was to me that I could do well with a full course-load, a job, and a long commute to both. But I survived. Albeit with less marble.
I took the abilify 5mg last night. Still having the sensory disturbances, but possibly? the thoughts aren't so racing?
Shoot, I have to go, h is asking about the book again.
later darlings,
-Ll
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