Posted by muffled on November 11, 2008, at 22:09:55
In reply to Re: And of course » muffled, posted by Dinah on November 11, 2008, at 17:32:56
Dinah, I can't rememebr what happened B4 when your therapy was interrupted due to the hurricane and all.
Was there a time you didn't have access to T?
Sorry, I don't have time to search archives.
Its an interesting thing how you seem to base your own ability to 'survive' on the availability of your T.
I was thinking, its sort of like me, when I think of losing a child. The thot is unbearable and I really can't think of it. Its beyond bearing.
But I heard of someone who lost 2 kids. They went to counselling and as far as I know have continued on with their lives....
How, I do not know.
Apparently, there lies within us strength that do do not know we have.
Until we need it. Then we find it. It's there.
Like my T used to say to me. That I had fears, and they tended to build at times, and part of the fear was fear of the FEAR?!?! A horrible messy mass of confused fear :-(
Maybe we need to have more trust in ourselves that we WILL survive....SOMEhow we WILL. Then maybe we can not hang so tight onto all that fear....
Maybe we can relax a wee bit.
Let go a bit.
Cuz all that clinging just makes us tired.
And proves nothing.
Dunno.
My thots.
I hope you are OK.
Muffled
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