Posted by Amanda29 on November 3, 2008, at 21:09:31
In reply to Re: On the Verge of tears... » Amanda29, posted by Phillipa on November 3, 2008, at 21:00:30
Thank you. It is very painful and yet it only really hits me at the holidays...what is even more painful is that I feel like no one around me understands why it is so painful..and that is weird to me because if you didn't know anything about your parents, or where you came from, wouldnt that upset you? My adoptive parents told me I was born at this one hospital and come to find out..when I was about 24..I found out that I wasnt born where they told me I was born...they even told me the wrong city...so I am 29 ..and all my life just about I thought I was born one place and I was wrong. I dont know ANYTHING. MY adoptive parents had NO IDEA where what the name of the hospital was that I was born at...I had to find out by researching and loacating the doctor that delievered me..and he told me.
I honestly feel like I cannot live in the world without finding out who she is. I feel so lost.
Thanks for your kind words though... :)