Posted by star008 on June 24, 2008, at 21:48:46
I can't find the post where you asked me stuff so i don't remember all of it but Rsk asked if i just dissociate when i am with T. No, I do it alot but in front of him it is worse and takes a long time to get over. It is like he is the object of my fear and I do trust him but my Ikids don't i guess..
We are not talking about integration at all. I told him i don't know if I want to integrate at all. I did ask him if he had thought about consulting with someone who works with DID and he said he doesn't know anyone who does DID work and EMDR. I told him I don't know if I will ever do EMDR again and I left it at that.
You have come along way muffled in a short period of time. You you are doing well too RSk in understanding waht is going on. It is so hard. one minute I am okay and the next minute I am not. Depressed most of the time but waht else is new, huh? I guess it does get better but it takes so long for me to do anything. Progress with T is unbearably slow. I don't know hfow I will ever get past all of this. At this rate it could take a long time.
Are you still seeing the same t RSK?? I know you were having some problems there. I can look more into seeing a DID T muffled but don't know how much my insurance will pay. This costs a fortune, you know??
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