Posted by star008 on June 8, 2008, at 1:41:23
In reply to Re: Saw T follow up ddnos blah » star008, posted by rskontos on June 7, 2008, at 21:36:50
rsk,,
could imagine a whole group of us together triggering each other?? Would be nice to have some people that understood though. I think my inners come out with emotion too.. Don't know why.
Try not to worry about what u said to T. He knows about DID so he should be okay with it and not take it personally. I don't know if I amtrying hard enough either but don't we work at it as hard as our minds let us?? i move slowly and sabotage things like i don't want to get better. But there have been times when i felt good and i liked those times so it is not that i don't want to feel good ever.
It is all scarey and disturbing but it is what we are left to deal with after being raised by parents who might have been better off getting a poodle..I was not allowed to feel either and i think taht is why the ikids go off sometimes..At the time, they weren't allowed to feel but they still hold on to unexpressed feelings.
No one knows about me except T and babble. Yes,it is a very lonely place to be...
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