Posted by rskontos on June 5, 2008, at 15:05:42
In reply to Re: ddnos switched in front of T bad one/star » rskontos, posted by star008 on June 5, 2008, at 1:43:47
Star, it is funny but I am not really in a particularly good place which causes me to think more. I am in somewhat of limbo land in regards to therapy. I had a disagreement with my T again and called him a money grubbing, etc etc etc and that he reinforced my notion of how suspect men especially really were. And how untrustworthy people really were and on and on. In essence, one of us went off. I am not sure why he insists in treating me but he called back and apologized and then called back again to make sure I was coming on Monday (I had cancelled) and to tell me we needed to discuss how he can convince me he isn't out to get me. Not sure he can. Anyway, all this has led me to think ALOT. I have been floaty again. My new dissociative state word. I like to deny my states sometimes.
Anyway, thanks for the compliement of great things to say. I just hope I helped you and I am glad you have people to talk to. I really don't and I believe that does help. But I have BAbble!
And geez you aren't nuts. My sister called me last the night the one i have not been in contact with for over 14 years and her soon to be ex is the nutty one. When she started to tell me all the has been going on, well let's just say the comparison of true nuttiness made things all too clear of a man that is insane. You are truly sane.
You will be ok. You are doing something good for yourself.
rsk
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