Posted by rskontos on May 20, 2008, at 9:27:45
In reply to Re: Went to end therapy but he talked me out of-lo » rskontos, posted by raisinb on May 20, 2008, at 8:49:05
Yeah, I guess so I don't really feel brave and I am so not sure about it all. I haven't confirmed the meeting with my husband. There is a part of me that says yes you could have taken something small and escalated it to a nitpicking stage but you are right my feelings are valid. I do know I am not feeling great right now and even during the two week hiatus I was very numb and disconnected. So no therapy probably isn't a good answer either. And he is right in his assessment that i have told him more than I have ever told anyone. I even back away from Babble at times when I feel I have disclosed too much. I don't talk freely about myself no matter how it comes across it is so very hard. Even posting what I did took all day. I feel just as uneasy today as I did yesterday so what does that say, heck if I know. I guess therapist try talk us out of something when they feel we are not fully cooked yet. Not done really.
I admit my perceptions are probably not right all the time especially now. I admit I would rather hide all the time. It is what I know best. I guess I could say well I will try say two more sessions. And if he gets sleepy even once more I will say hey this is it and I am done.
He thought it was interesting I said he reminded me of my father. Always the p-doc huh. He was nice and concerned though I will give him that. And no sleepiness this time.
You know raisinb, it wasn't really wonderful to me it was kinda of frightening in a way. I am not sure why though.
but thanks for the response. More to think about.
rsk
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