Posted by B2chica on April 24, 2008, at 7:52:50
In reply to Re: tired of it...**S. TRIGGER** » B2chica, posted by Sigismund on April 24, 2008, at 3:04:43
i like the idea of a thread on being trapped. what makes us feel that way.
and i feel two ways 1)trapped and 2)buried alive
so i'd be interested in a discussion between the two.
then again who knows, maybe i'm the only one, so another discussion with myself.Sig, i know the logic of death by my own hand would be wrong for so many reasons, but emotionally i have so many reasons why i should. and i don't feel like anyone can help me with this battle. it's in my own head and heart. and i think that's what hurts so much. that i'm alone in this huge, terrifying and difficult battle.
and when i feel like i'm loosing, there are no magic words any person can say, they can't match the logic/illogic of my own mind.all i can say is it hasn't got worse these last few days. not better for sure, but not worse and i guess that's something...for now.
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