Posted by muffled on January 17, 2008, at 10:07:53
In reply to Re: Flat vs. Anxious » DAisym, posted by antigua3 on January 17, 2008, at 7:59:03
> Daisy, this sounds so familiar. My pdoc says we have a good session every other time, because when we have a session where I've opened up, the next one I pull back sharply, and so deep, because I'm afraid of what I've opened up. The ying and the yang, I guess.
*good point..me too
> the other thing I noticed from your post is that maybe it's that you're flat or anxious and that may be a black and white feeling too? That it's hard for us to have the gray feelings in the middle? Just a thought.* nuther good point. Well thot of.
> Take care, and I hope your weather is better than ours. They are calling for snow today and since we haven't had any yet this year, my son is going to do the snow dance tonight--you know, the one where you put your p.j.s on inside out and do some backwards dance type of thing? I could use some snow. I love the beauty of it when it's so clean and pristine--kind of like we all were before things in our life made tracks and dirt, and disturbed our inner beauty.*this was an amazing paragraph....
I have a son(11), and I read about the snow dance and I smiled.
I read about the pure white smow and was warmed.
Then I read about the tracks and dirt and felt sad.
Cuz thats just it isn't it?
Mourning the loss.
And anger.
Cofusion.
WHY?
I am trying to just accept.
I love the snow. Its soft and white. I love to watch the flakes comming down. I love how it muffles sound and so the world is quieter.
But just like the world. Snow hurts too.
Rambling am I.
Sorry.
Not sure what I trying to say.
Just a cool posst is all.
M
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