Posted by muffled on December 17, 2007, at 23:08:57
In reply to sad, posted by sunnydays on December 17, 2007, at 22:04:52
> I am so sad lately. I woke up and wanted to cry. It's not depression. Part of it is that it's finals and I hate studying. Part of it that I'm leaving in two and a half days and won't see my T in person for a month (although he did say he'd do phone sessions once a week while I'm gone... I usually see him twice a week). I see him tomorrow for the last time before I leave. I don't want to go home, I don't want to be around my family, I don't want to leave my T.
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> And this sadness is killing me.
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> sunnydays***Awwww of COURSE you are sad SD. It'd be kinda weird if you wasn't sad.
Maybe this will be a good thing.
Sometimes breaks are hard, speciallly the first week, or 2. But then we survive....and we realize, hey, we CAN, and DO survive. We go on.
Thats nice to touch base w/T while you gone.
I am SO bad on the phone. For me....I think I'd rather my T just left me a new nice voicemail once a week while gone. Too hard to hear voice, then hang up. Voicemail I can listen to over and over. And if its new 1 every week they FRESH! Fresh voicemail is best!
Sad sucks.
But y'know, I think you can do this SD. And mebbe you can lean on babble some. And mebbe you will grow with this. Growing hurts like hell so much lotsa times, but we DO GROW. And that is a hard but GOOD thing.
So mebbe when you hurting, you can think s'ok, I GROWING, and I CAN do this, and it hurts real bad, but I gonna take what I have learned and do good coping things and try and find happy times, and THEN I gonna go back to T and say I DID IT!!!!!! HA!!!!! and T be happy that I grow some. And then we can be together again and have appointments again, and I will keep growing, cuz I can do this.
These are my thots for you.
Mebbe they make some sense or no.
Just wishing you the best OK SD?
M
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