Posted by rskontos on December 5, 2007, at 15:10:46
In reply to Re: when my analyst begins talking..., posted by Wittgenstein on December 5, 2007, at 14:14:17
Thanks for your post. You are so right. I am still not sure about it. I had another breakdown today at home so things are very volatile inside me. I need to get someone to be a boss like Muffled told me but hard right now. I know why it happened today not sure how to stop it though. My insides are too jumbled. I am reading a book recommended by Realme and wanted to read the book mentioned by TwinLeaf next.
I am awaiting the warm moments. I know this is just the bad and I want to get well. I am so worried sometimes I am too bad off to get there. I hope not that is just one of worst parts talking. Today I started having really dark thoughts. My biggest problem is I will just hide everything until it all goes dark. The book I am reading says that therapy needs to be intense if you are having trouble with your day to day life. I think I am going to mention this to my T. since I am ....
Thanks for your kind post. I so understand how you felt about telling your T something you felt was a low point in your life.. And that you shared that with me makes me feel like I am not alone in having T know or see a very bad side and still having to face them. I have a feeling that isn't the worst of it, sigh....... I do think in the long run it will bring something good or the rest of the worst out so I can get better like you are doing. Thanks so much for the encouragement.
You take care too,
rskontos
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