Posted by RealMe on October 15, 2007, at 19:52:25
In reply to Re: Pushing and Pulling again » RealMe, posted by Daisym on October 15, 2007, at 15:04:06
****guess we are pretty hard on them, aren't we?
RE our therapists; I am just thankful I have a therapist now who is okay with me getting angry and who says he welcomes me being able to say something about it. My previous T said I should find someone else becasue we could not get past the anger. So, I stuffed my anger so he would not get rid of me. Well you know what happened. I got more and more depressed, and he had an even better case for me doing ECT.
Current T says therapy is the answer for me, not meds and not ECT. I take Parnate for now, but I think he is right. Once I can deal with the CSA and CPA (physical) and the CMA (mental) then I probably won't need meds. I have found it easier to talk about the physical abuse and sedondarily the mental abuse. Hardest is the sexual abuse. Then I think a lot of times, what is the point; it is all in the past, and lets just forget it. Can't do though. Guess you know that too. We shall all of us hang in there and do what needs to be done and remind ourselves it is going to be a bumpy ride--no smooth uphill thing.
RealMe
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