Posted by JoniS on October 4, 2007, at 8:02:24
I am happy for him but I am scared. He just told me yesterday, and he was so concerned for me. That made me feel good. He doesn't leave til January and comes back in April. But December is usually a short therapy month so I really only have about 5 more sessions to prepare. Yipes!
I am concerned for him, because he didn't even request this, but the board above him decided it. He has been extremely over-worked. he doesn't complain and says that he loves his job. I am actually scared that he will not come back. I told him just email me once a month and tell me he's coming back.
My T also told me that sometimes, when I seem to get confrlicting feedback from him or have a session that is not good, I may be running into his issues. He went on to tell me that his marriage is suffering. We have worked on my marriage a lot in therapy. I waver all the time but lately have been feeling more settled with staying. After yesterday I've started again fantasizing about being with him and stuff like that. I realize that will never be, but the feelings and thoughts are so hard to deal with.
I hope some of you can help me prepare to be with no T for over 3 months. :(
Joni
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