Posted by Dory on September 15, 2007, at 0:13:49
In reply to Re: now i am freaked out ** triggers* » Wittgenstein, posted by pegasus on September 14, 2007, at 9:32:37
you guys are sweet.. thank you. (((guys)))
right now i am completely loaded. drunk beyond belief. hahaha.. ok, not funny haha, but haha
My T says i laugh everything off... i said it was ad efense and he said that..about laughing it off i mean. oh boy. very drunk. That;s a defense too.. drinky makey painy go bye bye.
but on the britght side... i was socializing like T said i should. i didn't just stay home and hide like i wanted to. i would have hid and been soakd up in misery and fear... so instead i shook my booty a little and drank too much. not so bad right?
i am still freaked out. trying hard not to think. i am really overwhelmed by fear..not supposed to tell.
"when they ask you don't tell them anything"
omg.. what can i do? i didn't tell... i swear i didn't
i am really in trouble... seriously. no idea if i can keep seeing T in the long term. Do i talk or no?
i think about the session... what i did say, and what i didn't. i don't think about the past. i think about *telling.* i feel weird... like not myself somehow. very weird. not liking.
i am an adult. this is stupid.
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