Posted by Wittgenstein on September 14, 2007, at 1:11:10
In reply to Re: now i am freaked out ** triggers*, posted by muffled on September 13, 2007, at 23:47:52
It's hard to follow Muffled's beautiful post.
First (((((Dory))))). You're not incapable, stupid or any of the other put-downs you paid yourself in your post. And no, please don't 'just suck it up' - your feelings, including your fears, need the time they deserve from you and your T.
Muffled is right, you're a "good 'un" :) - but I also believe your T is a "good 'un" too who will stick by you through all the stuff from your past - this is the beginning of a journey together. You are being so brave to begin sharing these things with your T. Please don't put yourself down - you are showing great courage, don't punish yourself for sharing things that need to be shared - it's not a matter of 'just growing up', you know that?!
You'd have to laugh at me at this moment if you could see me. I'm sitting here with sun-glasses and PJ in the living room (not my normal get-up but have migraine - hope no-one pays an unexpected visit).
I know your YES/NO decision must have been very tough but you considered the options carefully and you know best your situation.
Give yourself a treat today - you deserve it - muffins or something 'lekker' (tasty in Dutch) - I'll send you some tasty Dutch cyber-stroopwafels in the mean time.
Take care (((Dory)))
Witti
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