Posted by wishingstar on April 29, 2007, at 10:38:54
In reply to Re: I'm back » wishingstar, posted by Honore on April 28, 2007, at 13:11:50
thank you honore.. it helps to hear that. I just start to feel like I'm being so whiny after awhile.
I guess on some level I am aware of how hard I've been trying, at least these last 2 weeks.. with the ER (twice) and crisis services and all these things. I reached out a LOT and way beyond my comfort zone. But thats partially what makes my current place so hard. I'm trying so hard and it just isnt making any difference. I know I cant expect miracles but I sure would like one.
I didnt call ginny yesterday. I wanted to.. and I'm sure I'll want to today.. but I'm trying not to. We've talked outside session every week for the past month at least I think.. at least once, sometimes twice even.. always for 10 or 15 min, sometimes as long as 30. She seems okay with it, but last time she called she sounded annoyed and even regardless of that, I hate to be a pest. Outside calls arent supposed to happen this frequently. So I'm trying to hang on and not call this week. I see her Tues this week so only 2 days.
Feeling ok so far today. I havent even been awake an hour though. Slept in until 11am. Very nice. We'll see.
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