Posted by Honore on March 23, 2007, at 3:38:48
I've been having a lot of nightmares recently.
This one was about a scary doll hidden in the woodwork of a house where I want visiting. It was nighttime, and we were sleeping in a hallway, and it was very dark and sort of cold, and deserted, and I felt as if the doll was going to come and do something while we were sleeping, or get me while I was walking through the rooms.
Ugh. My Sig O is out of town and I have every light in the apartment on, and I heard a noise and jumped ten feet.
I don't want to go back to bed, it's like a trap, a place of vulnerability and going down into strange trapped places. And my drawing is screwed up and I don' t know if I can fix it and my last collages just had no point, I was aimlessly putting things here and there-- and it felt so much without any center, any informing sense of energy and meaning. Sometimes I feel so mangled and without any inner vision.
Honore
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