Posted by Iwillsurvive on March 21, 2007, at 23:26:32
In reply to Funk, posted by jammerlich on March 21, 2007, at 20:37:11
Ya, mebbe you do need to have a trip somewhere for a break?
Or just drive and listen to tunes?
If you overwhelmed , mebbe just take prescribed meds as needed?
Jammer, I wish I knew what to say to you so you could break thru your walls you've built around you. They are breakable, and it feels scarey but OK to have them come down a bit.
Its OK to be scared.
The real Jammer behind those walls is proly just fine, not bad.
Just like the real IWS behind my wall wasn't some evil gross beast.
There's a little Jammer that just wants someone to care. And there's people who do, but there's a Jammer that won't let them thru her wall.
For me it all seemed so crazy and impossible.
But here I am, somewhat damaged, somewhat f*cked up, still rather a screwup, but damn, most of the time I am OK with me now!?!? Go figger.
I never woulda thot it.
Try and be safe Jam, and take care of yourself, and mebbe let some safe people in closer to you, and mebbe keep the harmful ones at arms lenghth for a bit?
I wish I knew the right words.....
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