Posted by Llurpsie_Noodle on February 17, 2007, at 22:13:38
In reply to Re: talking through crisis *trigger*, posted by widget on February 17, 2007, at 14:47:20
> I have been there. It is beyond words. I was afraid, very afraid I would be stuck there. Thank god, I wasn't. Hope to not get there again.
> My psychiatrist says we need to develop a way for me to know there is a way out when I feel this way. This is a goal. I know he didn't have the answer just the need to find one. Hope your brain is on the mend. Did you think it felt like a broken heart? I did.yep. felt broken alright. and today still feels kind of dull. like there's no sparkle. like I'm just going through the motions...
I think pharmacologic and psychologic changes are in store for me.
my T called me today to check in. that was nice of her. i managed to tell her how hard it was for me to even call her office phone and leave voicemail. I told her that I HAD her home phone #, but that I still couldn't manage to call it. I only called her one time before during crisis and she was helpful. This one was different though. I didn't feel like helping myself at all, I only wanted to hurt myself.
back to the drawing board...
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