Posted by wishingstar on January 26, 2007, at 9:35:59
In reply to Re: what keeps you going? » wishingstar, posted by Dinah on January 26, 2007, at 9:25:45
Hi Dinah, looks like we're posting at the same time!
Thanks for your thoughts. I was discussing the "it will get better" thing with Ginny yesterday and the problem is... I do believe it will get better eventually. It always does. But I also believe that it'll crash again after that, as it always does. It's not that there arent good things in my life right now. I'm just not sure its worth it. Part of me would trade in the good things to get rid of the bad.
I'm still doing the meds thing. I'm supposed to restart cymbalta in a few days. I'd started it and it made me really sick to my stomach, and stopped it so I didnt have both going on while I had shingles. I've been on just about every SSRI known to man and several mood stabalizers, and none have even touched it so far, except for lamictal which made me worse. I have very little hope that cymbalta will work because I've been on so many that are similar, but we'll see. I think I may just be one of those people for whom meds just dont do it. I go back to the pdoc on 3 weeks.
But yes, Ginny is awesome. I am thankful to have gotten her.
Thanks for caring Dinah.
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