Posted by youngaddict on January 4, 2007, at 22:47:40
In reply to Re: I have to tell a secret » wishingstar, posted by sunnydays on January 4, 2007, at 21:23:18
ok so ineed you to realize that you did not cause your depression. my therapist always refers to this phenomenon as the bitch inside me not wanting to succeed. i purposefully do self-destructive things to myself because i don't feel like i deserve any better. so taking a drug you thought caused depression makes sense. but i don't think that it did. maybe chemically, but your disease of depression makes you want to do bad things to yourself. at least, from what i can tell from you, but definitly for me. am i making any sense?
talk about this with ginnie, because i think its an absolute" fear" of yours and that its something you can work out, why you hate yourself (if in fact you do)
god please don't think i am being mean!! :)
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