Posted by youngaddict on December 30, 2006, at 23:12:38
wow, so this is my first time posting here. I have been having a lot of obsessive thoughts recently about my therapist. I know its not "normal" and kind of sick. But this lady is wonderful to me and for me. I have been in and out of therapy my whole life and never have I felt so comfortable and felt like I am making progress than with her. I started seeing her in July.. well its one day until January and I am full blown obsessed. I see her three times a week.. its psychotherapy and aparantly I have so issues... haha.
but I have googled her, found out where she lives and driven past her house several times. I have not broached the subject with her because of embarressment and I don't want her to get mad at me. But I stumbled upon this site by clicking on another thread about the very same thing. I ordered two books about it and Iam willing to talk about it here for now. I know that I am just making her out to be like my substitute mother. Thats one of the issues I have.. my mother. (who doesn't)...BUT shes so kind and helpful and I wish to god she was my mother. I don't even want her to be my friend or even my lover (as some do).. just someone who loves me and cares for me. I want to be her favorite client, one she thinks about a lot and cares for.
Any advice??
thanks
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thread:717720
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