Posted by muffled on December 3, 2006, at 0:31:14
In reply to hangover » Lindenblüte, posted by LlurpsieBlossom on December 2, 2006, at 19:46:51
>I told my T that I was worried that if I went back into all of this stuff from my past that I would "rock the boat". I told her that I was doing so well on my meds and with her, and that I was afraid of losing my hard-earned good mood and good concentration. She said that it was a possibility. I'm afraid of the anxiety and the flashbacks and the feeling like the slightest little thing will trigger a chain reaction of memory recall and ... consequences.
**Me too :-(
I start to go there, but I flip out and end up hurting myself and putting myself at risk.
Damn.
So I been avoiding.....
And Li, you proly got emotions, its just that you only notice the big ones. I just figgered that out for myself last week. Emotions are our signposts. So you been getting signs, mebbe just not 'seeing' them. As dreaded emots are dangerous. Your not allowed/supposed to feel.
Its hard.
:-(
Muffled
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