Posted by gardenergirl on October 6, 2006, at 10:33:46
In reply to Snort! (nm) » Squiggles, posted by gardenergirl on October 6, 2006, at 10:28:50
It occurred to me last night that I might be keeping myself angry with her about all of this in order to devalue all of what she's said. And that I might be doing that because there have been things which stung because they hit some truth. Or at least a soft, vulnerable "I fear it's the truth despite evidence to the contrary" spot.
And when I shared this with my dear husband, he nodded. He'd already thought of that. Well thanks for sharing that with me, dude! Reminds me of the time I told him, "I think I have a lot of anxiety underneath this depression." That was a really big insight for me. It felt huge. His response, "You are one of the most anxious people I know." Sheesh, why didn't you tell me?????
sigh
I'm going to try to distract myself away from this stuff for now. Wish me luck.
gg
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