Posted by iarosepetal on July 26, 2006, at 19:12:40
In reply to HELP WITH ABANDONMENT, posted by iarosepetal on July 24, 2006, at 21:28:34
I so appreciate your thoughts and words.
I, however, already know in my head and in my heart that although I may seek some basic therapy for my depression, anxiety, and grief issues in order to function in the real world, that I will never again share with another therapist my deepest self as I did with this person. I had to phone him today to set up our last appt. and just hearing his voice sent me straight to crying. And no, I doubt that I would meet with him and my present therapist together - there's too much at stake surrounding our previous employer that I will take no risk in any harm coming to him. That probably doesn't make sense to you all, but you'd need to know the situation - which I cannot post. Anyhows, it's sort of like we have an unspoken agreement that, no matter what, we do not wish to cause any further harm to one another. I guess that it's just something that, as they say, I need to "get over" and move on - but I will never get over this, never. We played with fire and both ended up getting burnt. I'd like to think that if we could try to finish where we left off, that everything would be okay, we would both learn great things and discover the abyss of feelings, but I may be wrong. I don't know anything anymore.
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