Posted by Dinah on June 18, 2006, at 13:49:47
In reply to Re: As could be expected., posted by Poet on June 18, 2006, at 12:53:43
It would devastate me to be terminated at this point, with the attachment still so strong. Even now, I'm not sure I could make it through that.
I never thought this would happen or that my therapy life would take this turn. I was the forever therapy client.
I do this thing where I emotionally divorce. There's a buildup to it, but when it happens it happens fairly quickly. I'm hoping it will happen here. That one day I'll look at him and I won't see my therapist mommy. I'll just see this self indulgent man who is really absurd and not worth distressing myself over. That's what happened with my mother. One day she was screaming at me, something awful about my not being her daughter any more or something. And pow. Instead of being upset like usual, I just wanted to laugh at this redfaced bizarre woman screeching like an idiot.
I want that to happen here. Then nothing about him will hurt me again.
poster:Dinah
thread:657367
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