Posted by llrrrpp on June 2, 2006, at 14:54:40
In reply to Re: Dear ME trigger » llrrrpp, posted by ClearSkies on June 2, 2006, at 10:36:08
Okay. now I feel realer.
I have decided to put the dark voice back in the dark. Make *it* feel unreal.
I am ashamed for my posts
I feel sorry and guilty for having a crisis on babble. I shouldn't subject you all to such a thing. You're kind of fragile. yes, you may understand, but it's not your job to try to help me. I feel like I diffused the crisis by spreading my issues to others. rather than hold a pile of stinking turds in my hand, I just diluted them and sprayed them around. Maybe you are grateful to be fertilized, but let's just be honest. I sprayed poo on you.
And I apologize for my poor judgment and my lack of concern for real people with real problems. people who came to babble to share happiness, and ended up inhaling poo droplets instead.
I apologize to people with questions and comments that actually pertain to something mutable, something that can be positively affected by the babble community.
And I apologize to people who got worried on my behalf. You have wasted your empathy. Any second you spent reading my posts from yesterday, or thinking about the hurtful things I do to myself is a second that you lost when you could have been playing with your puppy or your diggerydoo, or picking flowers from your garden, or eating vanilla ice cream with hot fudge and a shot of chocolate sauce. You could have been watching a mind-numbing commercial on the telly and it still would have been a better use of your time.
I'll be quieter next time I have crises
yours truly
llrrrpp
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