Posted by bent on May 11, 2006, at 20:05:14
In reply to Re: conflicted feelings about csa ***trigger*** » bent, posted by daisym on May 11, 2006, at 19:04:26
Thanks for taking the time to write such a helpful post. It helps to feel others have been where I am. I know what you mean about how more comes out as we trust ourselves with it. This was something I always told myself I'd never ever talk about. But I think several years ago the timing was just right in my life to explore this, and I had a wonderful therapist who has stuck with me since then. This type of abuse occured randomly from age 9 to 12. It was a lot to try to hide in my mind. I did the right thing telling my T. I tend to feel sick too when I talk about this stuff with her. And then I spend some time driving myself crazy because suddenly its all real. But in all that I can usually feel some relief also.
I agree somethings need to be spread out over several sessions. I can only do so much at once. I like what your T does to help keep you there. I will have to explore this with my T. I am thinking about calling her tonight. I have a lot on my mind this week. Its been rough. Maybe leave a message. I just need to feel that connection to her right now (there is another thread above about wanting to call her). Thanks Daisy. Youve helped a lot.
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