Posted by NikkiT2 on March 18, 2006, at 9:46:52
In reply to Who would you be without your psychopathology?, posted by Racer on March 17, 2006, at 20:31:25
I was talking about thus subject with the husband last night.
But it was around smoking.. I still feel that smoking is such a part of "who I am", and it's probably one of the hardest things I have had to deal with while giving up.
Its getting my head around the fact that its the *addiction* speaking when I feel that.. I feel that there is nothing left of the rebel in me now I don't smoke, and I don't like that. I'm now in my thirties, and I keep doing all this sensible grown up stuff.. But I still want to be 18 and able to rebel. Smoking was my rebellion. Smoking was part of still being able to "shock" slightly.
Hmmm....
Maybe I need to get myself a new no-smoking rebellion tattoo *L*
Nikki xx
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