Posted by milly on January 26, 2006, at 16:10:54
I just catch a glimps of what is possible to have, a changed me, and along comes a situation and I revert to type!
having only just managed to interact with others again, I opened the door and there on the doorstep was a 'needy' parishoner asking for hubby (he's a minister)Unfortunately hes out and somehow I end up with over 2 hours of this guys problems. I'm hardly coping with myself let alone anyone else.
I certainly don't need the intimate sexual details of his failed marriage etc but i couldn't get rid of him and I feel REALLY guilty for wanting to but I'm not in a place where I can cope with this.
he kept saying how good I was to talk to but he didn't know that i couldn't 'hear' him I was concentrating so hard on not losing it.
I'm so horrible
Now I'm back to not being able to open the front door or answer the telephone and feeling unsafe in my own home
milly
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