Posted by antigua on January 14, 2006, at 14:46:42
In reply to One Wasted Session Later, posted by Poet on January 14, 2006, at 10:56:23
I still do it a lot, but try to curb myself. I do find that if I'm doing it in therapy then something is wrong--something special that is. My pdoc recently told me how well I was doing (my husband thinks I'm a mess) and he used some strong words--phenomenal, he says (a bit strong), and I told him to stop it because it made me feel very uncomfortable. My T tries to tell me the same, but I can't go there. They try to push me, but I just won't let them. Sometimes I get angry and tell them that I know it's just their job to tell me that!
I know I've made great strides but inside I'm still very negative. It must be that small girl who still believes (or thinks like an adult) that she should have been able to get out of the abuse.
Take care, Poet,
antigua
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