Posted by Susan47 on January 12, 2006, at 11:34:22
In reply to Re: How do you forgive your therapist for being » LauraBeane, posted by Susan47 on January 9, 2006, at 22:52:47
I have to go through every one of my posts from the beginning. I have to save every single one, and I have to read them word for word as a Prosecutor might. And with the understanding of who I was then, but I'm not far enough away yet from who I was then, to be able to do this work well. I can't afford help. I try not to hate him, this is where my trouble lies. Because he didn't apologize, when he should have, and that's my fault now, I didn't know what was wrong what was needed what had been done, and now I need to get a greater understanding of that but I just don't have enough of myself to give to that, but it's being forced upon me, am I paranoid or is this nightmare real?
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