Posted by bent on January 4, 2006, at 8:57:42
In reply to Hating the rules., posted by daisym on January 4, 2006, at 2:20:46
Wow, that sounds so intense. I like what you said about wanting permission to hate the rules. I think I am that way too. I know the boundaries serve a good purpose and protect me and my T but sometimes I just hate them. Maybe it is this time of year that makes our attachments so hard. My attachment to my T is causing me so much pain and confusion these days. I hate it. It just makes me want to run away. You said in your post, 'I want sessions at 3am. I want to be special. I want to be rescued. I want to be held while I cry.' Have you told your T these things? How did he respond? I want to say those same things to my T but I just havent had the courage. I wonder if I'd feel better just letting all that out. Dont give up. Hopefully all these attachment-feelings will ease soon. I know how much it can hurt.
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