Posted by Poet on December 19, 2005, at 22:24:55
In reply to Hello..new here and long post (triggers ), posted by PreemieNurse on December 18, 2005, at 22:59:05
I'm sorry that you can identify with having to be around family members and having to pretend bad stuff never happened, but I'm glad you decided to post about yourself.
I can't believe your old T called 911 on you and then acted like nothing important happened to you when you got out of the hospital. That is an awful hurt to have had to go through, but you did it and that shows your resiliance.
I don't have the same feelings for my T as you do for your new one, so I can't offer much advice on that. What I see as great in your relationship is how you feel able to be so open and honest. I have trouble talking in therapy and after three years can't say I'm very open especially on things that I know I need to be open on.
Keep up the resiliance and strength and keep posting.