Posted by ghost on November 16, 2005, at 22:12:58
In reply to pdoc, posted by ghost on November 16, 2005, at 17:47:21
i'm just going to add to it.
my head's suddenly very noisy inside. lotsa cobwebs though. i can't really see straight. i'm playing music pretty loud to drown it out but it's not helping. even stuff i know the words to so i can focus on teh words and not the head noise.
the new boy logged off without saying goodnight tonight. we talked a little about depression and i mentioned one of the drugs i was on. i'm so afraid that he's going to end it because he can't handle the fact that i'm batsh!t insane, or doesn't want to, or doesn't care or doesn't like me or doesn't idontknowwhat. i'm just overly sensitive.
everyone else i usually chat with also is gone. i should go to bed but i'm not that tired. i should have taken an ambien cr awhile ago but now it's too late to take it. it probably won't work anyway.
i guess i'm lonely, on top of being crazy tonight.
i think i'll go pet my cat.
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