Posted by Dinah on October 17, 2005, at 6:18:21
In reply to Re: I don't feel the same way » Dinah, posted by JenStar on October 17, 2005, at 0:16:19
Yeah. But I don't know how much is really him, and how much I'm reading into it. If everyone around me is falling apart as much as they appear to be, it is indeed a sad and sorry world.
I guess I won't have any way of figuring out what is going on until I see him Nov 6. Apparently he's as bad in writing as he is on the phone, and it's probably better for me not to try to communicate that way.
I know he's not trying to hurt me. I got the impression that he had just recieved this news, and it was very much on his mind when he hastily responded to me. Maybe it was the question about whether it was TMI that was the kicker. Yet, I suppose he saw it as checking with me. I don't know.
But whether or not he meant to hurt me, he did.
T2 says she didn't receive my call terminating her, and called to ask where I was at appt time. She wanted to know why, and I gave her the office reason, which was part of it, but not all of it. I could just tell that she wasn't going to be able to help me in the way I want to be helped. Maybe that's not the healthiest goal, but it's my therapy and I get to choose. :)
I did call a third therapist who sounded quite promising. But it came up in our first session that there is a technical reason she probably can't see me, so she's going to come up with a referral list. It's not official yet, but it sounded likely enough that I'm not even going to consider her as a long term prospect.
I may keep looking, or maybe not. At least not short term.
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