Posted by fairywings on August 29, 2005, at 11:09:39
In reply to Re: Afraid of what he'll find out about me **trigger**, posted by sunny10 on August 29, 2005, at 10:53:42
> FW-
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> you wrote that I should find a T that works for me.
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> Do you think the same applies to you? Do you think you can find a T that you know won't judge you no matter what you reveal about yourself?
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> -sunny10hi sunny,
i know "he won't judge me", he's so, so nice, so accepting, and i felt very comfortable talking to him. my issue is that i don't want ppl to know the truth about me, thinking they'll think less of me. the first session with him he went over by 20 min. just because i said his interpretation of me was wrong, he wanted to know "where" he had gone wrong, and wanted to discuss it until we were both okay with it. i told him more in that one session than i told the previous T in all of our sessions, and i'm bound and determined to eventually tell him everything, i'm just afraid because to me it's all very embarrassing and humiliating. i don't know why i don't want this person i don't even know to think less of me, maybe because of his connection with my p-doc, and i think the world of my p-doc. i think i should just tell him how i feel about all of this this week and see what he says. i think i'll discuss confidentiality too, so i'm sure he's not talking to my p-doc.
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