Posted by alexandra_k on August 17, 2005, at 21:44:44
In reply to Re: You know what sometimes works for me? » alexandra_k, posted by Damos on August 16, 2005, at 17:51:03
Really.
Too hard.
:-(
Crap. I hate that. Therapy is either not intense enough, or too intense. Still, I'd rather it was too intense than not intense enough. It shows me that I do have stuff to work on.But I really don't think I can do this.
Talk about memories...
About feelings...Maybe...
I should write. Like Babble posts. And give her something like that. Something manageable. Start small. I have to give her something.
Sometimes things seem just too hard.
Hard adjusting back... Deadline in my face already. I've started avoiding the office. People come and want to chat... Want to ask me to do things... Want to know how this and that is coming along. LEAVE ME ALONE. I can work to deadline. That involved working TO deadline. I will get there. It will get done. It always does. And no, I'm not going to tell you I haven't started yet. IT WILL GET DONE LEAVE ME ALONE.
Tuts tomorrow... 4 principles of decision making in health care. Shudder.
Though not really.
It will be FINE
it will be FUN
I am LOOKING FOWARD TO ITBut at least while all this goes on...
I just want to write my thesis.I've been finding parts of that...
Many many parts.
Have this nasty habit of starting over.
10,000 here
16,000 there
4,000 over there
About 16 parts everywhere...
Just merge it all
Edit the repetition
And I do believe I've got myself a thesis :-)
I'm actually looking foward to it :-)But in the meantime.
I'm babbling...
So just LEAVE ME ALONE.Sigh.
Next week just has to get better.
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