Posted by muffled on July 30, 2005, at 21:54:45
In reply to Re: people want to hurt me?, posted by kerria on July 30, 2005, at 8:07:39
> Thank you, (((Muffled)))
>
> today the pain is so bad. i can barely sit down, i have to lay down. the psychDr couldn'thelp with meds but called the pain management dr- who wouldn't replace the morphine that i had a bad reaction for something that i could take- so the pain dr called me back and offered to help a little, with advice and offered more patches if i would give him the name of the gyn DR that i'm seeing next week. i didn't give him the name because i want the new Dr to have a fresh view of me. i hope that the new dr will give me a diagnosis for my pain and treat me or help me find pain control.
>
> i went on Duragesic patches- it was all i had, and oxycodone breakthrough caps, trying to replace what i was taking the past 18 months- 60mg of oxycontin 3 times a day with oxycodone for breakthrough pain
> with a 50mg Duragesic patch and the oxycodone breakthrough, trying to take as little as i need to conserve and get me through until i can see the new Dr. i'm in so much pain.
> The pain management Dr said to go to hospital for withdrawal but i can't withdraw- the pain is way too bad. i need pain control.
> i forgot how much pain that i was in - the oxycontin worked so well. It's impossible to not have pain control. It's way too severe. i found out yesterday while waiting for the patch to work and today the pain is so so bad, even with the patch and the oxycodone- i'm taking four of the 5 mg every four hours - it's not enough.
> it's scary to have uncontrollable pain.
> i hope that the new dr can help me and i hope that i can make it through until then.
>
> Thanks for being there, going to bed.
> kerria
>Maybe its just me, but it seems as if you are being evasive with your doctors as far as giving them names etc. I expect that raises HUGE red flags for them and may be some of the source of your problems with them. This is just me guessing. I haven't (fortunately) had to deal with doctors alot, but its similiar with cops etc.( Authority figures),they can pick up on evasiveness pretty quick and get awfully suspicious of a persons motives for being evasive in the first place. Well, I don't know whether this makes sense or not. Remember, hang on, your not alone, things WILL eventually get better. Keep posting so's we know your all right. Take care.
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