Posted by kerria on July 30, 2005, at 8:07:39
In reply to Re: people want to hurt me? » kerria, posted by muffled on July 29, 2005, at 14:14:09
Thank you, (((Muffled)))
today the pain is so bad. i can barely sit down, i have to lay down. the psychDr couldn'thelp with meds but called the pain management dr- who wouldn't replace the morphine that i had a bad reaction for something that i could take- so the pain dr called me back and offered to help a little, with advice and offered more patches if i would give him the name of the gyn DR that i'm seeing next week. i didn't give him the name because i want the new Dr to have a fresh view of me. i hope that the new dr will give me a diagnosis for my pain and treat me or help me find pain control.
i went on Duragesic patches- it was all i had, and oxycodone breakthrough caps, trying to replace what i was taking the past 18 months- 60mg of oxycontin 3 times a day with oxycodone for breakthrough pain
with a 50mg Duragesic patch and the oxycodone breakthrough, trying to take as little as i need to conserve and get me through until i can see the new Dr. i'm in so much pain.
The pain management Dr said to go to hospital for withdrawal but i can't withdraw- the pain is way too bad. i need pain control.
i forgot how much pain that i was in - the oxycontin worked so well. It's impossible to not have pain control. It's way too severe. i found out yesterday while waiting for the patch to work and today the pain is so so bad, even with the patch and the oxycodone- i'm taking four of the 5 mg every four hours - it's not enough.
it's scary to have uncontrollable pain.
i hope that the new dr can help me and i hope that i can make it through until then.Thanks for being there, going to bed.
kerria
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