Posted by pinkeye on July 20, 2005, at 20:15:35
In reply to Re: I want to be really bad. » pinkeye, posted by pinkeye on July 20, 2005, at 20:04:22
Now I understand what was wrong with me all these years.. I was just too good. That is why I ended up suffering all the time. I have been trying hard to accommodate every body around me, trying to cover their problems, working double hard and extra hard, never complained.. that is why I had been very unhappy. The only time I was ever little bit of a jerk was in my marriage in the first year, but even that, was in response to some extreme stupidities on my husband's part. And I was jsut so stupid, that I didn't even tell my ex T about things my husband did at that time. I took all the blame for everything. And I worked so very hard to correct myself. I didn't tell my ex T how my husband put me through so much of torture at that time.. I ended up taking all the blame.
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