Posted by kerria on July 19, 2005, at 9:57:45
In reply to Re: Parts coming out in therapy » kerria, posted by cricket on July 18, 2005, at 11:07:02
Last night i emailed and asked T if the appt that i cancelled today was still open and he said it was. i'm going to try to go but i don't have agreement inside. It's a problem when i do things like this because something will probably go wrong or else i'll end up with a big headache.
It would be so good to throw myself into something totally and not have the pain of trying to do things against parts all the time.i went to drs today and she gave me cymbalta - maybe could help with pain also. Usually i can't take antidepressants because they affect each part in a different way and it's so destabilizing. As i cycle though parts coming out all day, each are affected a different way. So for a couple of hours i'll be falling asleep, then feel like i have so much energy and can't sit still Or else they give me migraines. i'll try it- anything that can help with the pain would be good.
Cricket, do you take any meds? i know that nothing helps DID very much. i have the best psyDr - i'm sorry that he doesn't have time to take me for therapy. i've tried some things like Klonopin- it took away the switching that i need to do. i went to work and the work part didn't come. it was so weird, i had to tell my boss i was sick because i didn't know where anything was and kept making mistakes.
i take diazapam sometimes- not everyday. H holds it and i take it when i see T or get too nervous.
Nothing really helps the internal disagreement.i wish that we both could have more understanding Ts. The last thing we need is to have to fight and disagree with one more person.
Take care. i hope that t goes well for you,
kerria
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