Posted by shrinking violet on July 18, 2005, at 13:08:38
I'm a fool, I guess. That's the only thing that make sense.
A fool to think my (ex) T really cared in any meaningful way, like she made it seem.
A fool to believe that I was important to her in any personal way, like she said.
A fool to care, a fool to be hurt.
I took it all too literally, too personally. Stupid, to think I could really mean anything to anyone.
What happens, though, when the one person who is supposed to not hurt you, who is supposed to be a model for how relationships are supposed to go, what happens when that person hurts you more than anyone ever has? What happens then?
Ugh, this hurts too much.
I know, I know, get over it, sv.
:-( I don't think I ever will, though.
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thread:529541
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