Posted by crazy teresa on July 17, 2005, at 0:03:28
In reply to Re: Help me figure this out! » crazy teresa, posted by Jazzed on July 16, 2005, at 21:45:22
I ended T about a year ago after 3 years; there didn't seem to be much left to talk about. Plus, it was getting a little wierd. I'm in a small town and I would see my T at restaurants, my kids' softball games, school, etc. She would try to pretend she didn't know me, she's not a good actress at all; actually it all seemed to freak her out more than it did me. I don't care if anyone knows I see her.
I have just been having my md give me meds--same thing pdoc gave me. Have been wondering if I need to go back to her (T).
Anyway, she always strongly encouraged my husband to find another job; he won't even look. Says it would be too hard to find something else making the same $$$. I'd prefer to downsize and have at least a semi-normal life where he has set hours and weekends off. Before we got married, I told him all I really wanted was a normal life. Since I feel like I don't, I'm trapped in hell. I'm really angry that I'm raising kids by myself. Sometimes I think if we were divorced, at least I'd get every other weekend off! :~{ BTW: The divorce rate for railroaders is 80%. Apparently I'm not the only one who thinks this life sucks!
I've been lax about exercise since I hurt my back. I need to be more faithful to it; it does help the way I feel. Want to come over and kick my butt out of bed every am?
I work as an interior decorator at a small family business. It's my passion in life--make the world a more beautiful place, one room at a time! LOL!!!
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