Posted by Poet on July 2, 2005, at 14:36:00
In reply to Re: (((((Poet))))), posted by All Done on July 2, 2005, at 1:42:12
Hi Laurie,
I'm not sure what it is I can do anymore. For the last year I've tried for jobs as a proofreader (my strongest skill.)
I know I should be happy that temp job is going perm, even with a pay cut, it's a steady paycheck. The people are nice, and not bullies like hell job was. They discovered that I am good at powerpoint presentations, so maybe that will change the focus of the job from low level admin support to something I am not ashamed of. I have award plaques and demo tapes (I was in public relations and video production in other career incarnations) that should remind me that I am talented no matter what I'm given to do. I just need to convince my negative brain of that. Damn negative brain cells.
I will keep looking for something that uses my proofreading and writing skills. My T says that I am so filled with self hatred that it comes out to the interviewers. Don't hire her, she hates herself.
I'd glad that you could see beyond my projected negativity when we met. Thanks so much.
Poet
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