Posted by 10derHeart on June 22, 2005, at 21:15:34
In reply to Re: Not to infer...... » 10derHeart, posted by Tamar on June 22, 2005, at 15:32:37
I'm sorry. I don't mean to whine or sound like I'm looking to be "stroked." But - maybe I am sometimes. This whole idea of sometimes feeling EXTREMELY stupid - even though for years I thought my intelligence, humor and ability with spoken and written words WERE strengths - keeps leaking out in therapy now. I don't know what changed or when. But I guess it's really a problem with me now - this sudden insecurity, feeling utterly dumb, lesser than others...it's pretty confusing.
Anyway, your words are so awesome, I will print out this post. I rarely do that, but this one is too good. Thanks for taking the time to prop me back up. (I see a mental picture of me tripping and falling on my face when Ifeel putting myself down is right.) I know it's not completely true, I just....can't accept it all the time.
Anyway, you are so steady and faithful. I have grown to cherish you (((Tamar)))
PS - Gosh, hope I haven't made 100's of posts!!! If so, I AM a chatterbox - smart or not !