Posted by Dinah on June 16, 2005, at 19:24:38
In reply to Re: Continued, but with trigger » Dinah, posted by Aphrodite on June 16, 2005, at 19:16:22
I called but I didn't leave a message. I'll see him tomorrow. I'm not feeling really confident right now that he can help me. In any way at all.
He isn't able to reach out too much. He's just too laid back and self contained. Ordinarily I like that. But right now I need something different. And yes, I told him that. But I don't think he can do anything differently. And if he tried, he probably would feel uncomfortable, and it wouldn't likely be what I needed anyway.
I think I need him to grab me by the scruff of the neck (metaphorically speaking), shake me and tell me to fight. Lend me some energy. But I don't think he can.
I've never understood the appeal of integration, or even cooperation. :)
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