Posted by pinkeye on May 23, 2005, at 18:52:06
In reply to Re: Nightmares about my ex T - transference? » JenStar, posted by pinkeye on May 23, 2005, at 15:25:55
I am having lot of confusing feelings nowadays.
I am so terrified of my ex T nowadays.. almost shivering with fear when I think of him. And somehow I feel he will be cruel to me, mean to me, and extremely angry with me. I am completely terrified and afraid and scared. And so ashamed and guilty also.. I am so scared to even open my mail box. What if he scolds me so much in an email?
I haven't been so afraid of anyone like this. And he hasn't shown me any inclination of any anger.
I don't understand my feelings at all. I think I am intensely projecting my experience with my dad towards him. Any idea how to stop? I don't like it.
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