Posted by Poet on April 20, 2005, at 23:08:49
In reply to Your MAKE yourself! » Poet, posted by daisym on April 20, 2005, at 1:51:12
I don't wanna! Cyber space temper tantrum.
I remember your homework posts, some were silly and fun, and others serious. I hope I get some silly and fun ones, I am scared of the one that will be about my brother.
T keeps telling me to write, it's something I'm *good at.* I do consider myself a good writer, but one that edits it until it's the best version. This not crossing out stuff is hard, but I have to admit more true to what I am feeling.
I will try to force myself to share my assignment on my mother with my T. Even if I just hand it to her and run, it's an improvement over bringing notes and refusing to share them in any way. This is an assignment, I have to turn it in or I'll fail. I hate failure! Probably why she gave an assignment, she knows that I will do it, even if I don't want to.
I will email you when I am ready to rehearse what we talked about last week in open. I'm definitely not ready now.
Time for an Ambien, got to be that happy, peppy temp tomorrow. My assignment is probably ending next week. I'm already feeling the old career failure/rejection self hatred. It'll give me more time to babble, that's something good, I guess.
Take care, I know you're not having an easy time right now, and I appreciate you wanting to help me. Hopefully I can help you in return.