Posted by pinkeye on March 29, 2005, at 16:27:39
In reply to Re: Not at all attached to my new T » pinkeye, posted by Tamar on March 29, 2005, at 15:11:59
I think I should bring this up with my new T. But I really don't want to have anything to do with her - other than the 45 - 50 minutes every week that I spend with her. And I am not mature enough to handle one more attachment and devastation. I just hate it when I like someone and they are so indifferent to me. and it happens all the time with men for me. If I like them they are indifferent and if they like me, I am indifferent to them. I am just so tired.. and all the relationship with men and extremely hurting at the end. My marriage is going through a difficult time as well, and how much ever I try to adjust for my husband, somehow it is never enough for him. He keeps making more and more demands all the time, and I am just getting very tired and fed up of all relationship with any man. I think I am just going to stay by myself. And my therapis was a really good man, and my husband is a pretty decent guy also.. It is just that somehow I never seem to be able to work anything out decent with any man.
My husband wants to go back to our country and I want to stay here.. and I try to work out some reasonably amiable arrangement but just he is so fixed on his views and I am really tired of putting up with him all the time and adjusting to him. I am just so very tired. I am better off by myself without any man in my life. All they end up causing me is more hurt.
Sorry this doesn't answer your question but I am just rambling and venting out. I am quite down for the past few days.. And I am not thinking straight at all.
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